** Weds, Feb 22, 2012, 8:00 pm ** ** Sat, mar 10 22, 2012 , 11:55 pm ** okay, this is a sucky flash movie (I made) of my heart beating: okay, I made it from the movie of a muga test, not like I shot the thing in my kitchen like a porno with my own camera and script and a fluffer. The worst bit is when the picture moves from the left of the screen to the right (okay, and it looks like a lone bobbing booby, not a heart at all), but one day I may work that out. NO, the REAL WORST BIT is that the movie at the hospital looks so cool, so real, and this is just some vague blobs. (like I know what a real beating heart suspended in a cloud of darkness looks like) Nothing mcuh to say tonight, just wanted to go back in the water: Today I separately found two bobby pins on different parts of the floor, AND about four hours apart. My first assumption was that I had misplaced for eternity the first one, but no, there it was, right on the arm of the sofa where I had been watching TV all day, all day, but still, I felt a little great about the two pins, so not a total waste-of-my-life sort of day. ⇑ ⇓ ⇐ ⇒ labels for this post; fatigue and FEAR of losing healthcare |
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